all what i think about is that night
when all of this started , i blem myself for everything
but in ohter hand that night was what i dreamed
about for along time
it hurtful to see this sweet thing did that
i really miss that feeling
going on ride or talking in the phone or in the internet
chatting all day long , playing around and joking around
i really miss that
i know tomorrow i will regret about it but
i really hope that in the future something happens
i really wish that
i'm ready to do anything to feel what i felt back then