I still remember that dark night
I was alone sitting on the bench
The street light was lightly yellow, it was a very quiet night
No cars no people no noise, just me, my cigarette and the darkness
I dragged a long breath, it was long enough to think about my whole short life
Within a second I blew it away
Now I'm thinking about my present
What should I do now, what should I make
Who am I? And what's the reason for me to live
?How could I survive when I have nothing to live for
?Should I do risks? Or should I play safe
In the end I'm alone and have nothing to lose
I dragged another one
It was deeper and stronger and longer than the last one
Now I'm looking for answers for these questions
I found for most, but there was still a question I didn't find the answer for
It made me crazy mad and obsessed of it
Want to know the answer but no matter what I do
I can't find an answer
I took a longer one
Now I'm thinking about my future
I thought over an over for a goal a purpose for anything to do
But I got nothing
There was something pulling me back
Telling me to go back it's still early to think about the future
Like a feeling or a voice
I took that advice and I went back
To now to present
To the empty dark and quiet street
I realized that I was just burning the cigarette filter
It's been an hour since the first drag
I've been thinking too much
But in the end I through it all away and thought about the one
Thing that gives me hope
A Promise I didn't make

Leave the world behind you
Live the life you wish
No one knows what you think
No one knows what you feel
No one knows you better than you
Change yourself, develop it and make it better
Put a high purpose for your existence
.And spend your life achieving it